I am going skiing in the morning. A week of white wonderful snow. Just a focus on the next turn, the next life, the next run. Focus on the glowing white. White. White. White. Snow is white, white and wonderful and cold. Banishing the woes that fill my head. Banishing it all to a miserable grave. Banishment, that is where I am going. Exile to the wonderful white. I will be back next week. I have much to say, much to say and think. Things are bad, but, but if I write it, if I write it its real and then I have to commit to the awful path, the awful path that is consuming me. I am banishing myself and my parents worry. This time last year will pass me by. It will as I am in exile.
Last Line…
I have a house, have a house for next year. Look I have commited myself to a future. But if I was to break away, I would not know as I would be gone. Exile. Just the housemates to sort out the mess it would leave.
12 Comments
February 14, 2009 at 10:03 pm
Snow is good
Have fun Hannah, and I hope you can be free on those slopes. Stay safe
Lola x
February 14, 2009 at 10:07 pm
Have fun
February 14, 2009 at 10:09 pm
Enjoy your holiday, I’ll try not to get too jealous
Hope your parents are ok with you x
February 14, 2009 at 10:39 pm
Enjoy your time on the snow. The break will be good for you.
February 15, 2009 at 2:15 am
Enjoy your holiday, try to give yourself a break and forget about things as much as you can. x
February 15, 2009 at 11:44 am
Have a good time xx
February 15, 2009 at 12:01 pm
As others have said, don’t think just ski.
Love the other exile xx
February 15, 2009 at 7:39 pm
Enjoy your holiday, it is well-deserved *hugs*
February 16, 2009 at 8:29 pm
Have fun on the slopes!
March 4, 2009 at 10:09 pm
Hey Hannah, just thinking about you. Hope you’re Ok out there x
March 5, 2009 at 8:49 pm
Hannah I hope your okay… please take care of yourself x
March 8, 2009 at 10:12 am
Hi Hannah, hope all’s well with you, look forward to seeing you back – not that I’m a hypocrite in any way you understand
Take care x